i feel MUCH better today though, thanks to the significant few.

my irritating yet adorable dad kept darn quiet when i honked at this dude for cutting my lane yesterday. think he got a bad scare from my crying like a mad pig when he picked me up. HAHAHAS. he didn’t even raise his voice when he talked to me when i mounted a kerb (again). lols.

my beloved ms acquaintance, there’s no way to run. im indeed the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen. and stop denying your love for me. i already have got evidence proving otherwise. and i really want those tees. please get your lover-boy to get them for me. PUR-LEASE.

and yes, the supper yesterday indeed cheered me up a lot. not forgetting the big stack of tissue he brought for me. LOLS. thanks for the thought, though i don’t need it anymore. im a strong girl eh. abit of crying wont kill me.

and the sms-es and the calls. hahas. didn’t think i would receive any, but im truly glad i did. love love love. :)

something ended up in my mailbox today. and it cheered me up a little.

and of course, steamboat dinner with my yum yum girls today. it was great. they lifted my sprits, nonetheless. and fish, the panda thingy doesn’t resemble me at all PLS. im way more adorable. LOLS. ive always loved dinners with them. i can listen to little stories of their lives and remind each other of the dumb things we did in school last time. it makes me feel wanted, and that’s a feeling i don’t really get these days. and please, don’t CC so many mails to me alr pls, though i know you girls would still go ahead with it. =\ oh yea, please SEND me all those pics. LOLS.

i have finally seen the light of not going to shanghai. you see, i would still love to make life a living hell for my family and i cant bear to leave them with too much peace at home. they would definitely miss me ALOT should i be gone in a faraway place.

moreover, my beloved ms acquaintance can save a hell lot of money on the webcam and internet bills. and i wont need to miss elna meimei for 9 months. she can see me as soon as she gets back! and i can take ziyang’s car as soon as possible when he ORD and after his TP. and chubi can still call me in the middle of the night to crap. and i can still meet my yum yum girls for more dinner and sleepovers. and of course, many of you can still meet/see me as and when you like (i don’t care, i shall take it as you people wanna see me. and yes, i am that arrogant and obnoxious.)

im just glad that i still have these friends around me and that they didn’t give up on me. WHEES.

i wont say ive been a great friend to everyone, but at least i tried to be a decent friend. if you don’t feel it, too bad. there aint much i can do, or would do. i think im sick of everything alr. call me a BEE-OTH. i dont care anymore.

i think im considered blessed in a certain way.

// baby, please dont die on me now. i need you too much.